After having to have a root canal treatment due to toothache, I have now had my last dentist appointment. My dentist, John J. Jimenez, D.D.S., was very friendly. Before the treatment, he chose a few songs from his favorite Spotify playlist and happily sang along, which was very entertaining and distracted me from the pain. I wore cool sunglasses that could have come straight out of the movie "Terminator." A colleague wrote to me that no one had ever looked cooler at the dentist than me. The bill was less cool; I had to pay almost $1,900 up front. I had to send the original bill to Munich by mail and hope that my ADAC international health insurance (long-term) will soon reimburse me.
After going running with a resident almost every day for months, we were very happy to finally go running in Monterey. There were three residents and three coworkers. One resident and one coworker walked the route due to health problems. One duo took part in the official run. My resident and I walked a different route and took lots of photos along the way, as he would like to print photos for his room and journal. From here to Monterey in the south of Monterey Bay, it is a 45-minute drive. It was my first time in Monterey, a very beautiful coastal town. While Capitola is more of a small settlement with lots of restaurants on the beach and Santa Cruz with its boardwalk is a center of tourism in the region, Monterey exudes a lot of Mediterranean flair. The drive along the coast was a great experience in itself, and in Monterey itself we were amazed by the large number of sea lions and birds (seagulls, cormorants, pelicans, pigeons, grebes) on the coast. The "Sister City Park" park, including the paths and benches, was completely occupied by sea lions! We run 4.66 miles (7.49 km) in 47:35 minutes, and also stopped for photos. On the way we passed the Monterey Bay Aquarium. The entrance fee is very expensive (60 dollars!), but it is said to be one of the best aquariums in the USA. There is a huge window from which you can watch the sea life. Not long ago, former President Barack Obama even visited the aquarium with Girl Scouts, who are committed to preserving biodiversity in the bay. The uncle of one of the residents in my building even helped with the construction! On the way, we also saw numerous divers who use the clear water around Monterey to observe the fish world. Our run was a great experience! My resident was very happy about the many photos, but would also have liked to get a medal. So we want to take part in a run again next year where he can earn a medal. After the run, we rewarded ourselves with a delicious brunch, some had breakfast (pancakes), others had burgers and sandwiches for lunch. The return trip pushed our driver and a companion to their limits, as they had to sit in a car with six sweaty runners for 45 minutes...
With the hiking group, we went hiking for the first time in Anna Jean Cummings County Park, which is also called "Blue Ball Park". The name comes from the art installation "Skyballs" by Steve Gillman and Katherine Keefer. Four sky-blue balls with a diameter of 8 feet appear to roll down a hill, which gave the park its nickname. The park looks very ordinary at first, with a playground and playing fields. But part of the park is also a hilly landscape from which you can get the most beautiful view of Soquel and the Bay of Monterey! I definitely want to go here one day on a free day in the summer and enjoy a picnic with the amazing view. On the way there you walk the "Pathway of Recovery". Young people who have overcome their drug addiction share their thoughts on text panels here. Your quotes are very inspiring and show a lot of courage:
"You can't tell me what to do.
I will do what I want.
I will do it my way.
My family and freedom was what I lost.
Way too large of a cost" (A.A. 2001)
“Just “Be” You.
Life is what you make of it.
Your environment is what you create.
Nobody else can change it ourselves.
But you" (R.C. 2001)
I visited the cinema in Santa Cruz to see the film "Smile 2". It is a horror film and sequel to "Smile" from 2022 by director Parker Finn. Finn had not made any other films before the Smile series except for two short films, but built up a large fan base with the first Smile film. The first film was about psychiatrist Dr. Rose Cotter (Sosie Bacon) having to witness the gruesome suicide of her patient. From then on, she suddenly sees people everywhere looking at her with a frightening smile that only she can see. She finds out that other people who were in the same situation died a week later. Sounds like the film "The Ring", but had so many creative ideas that set the film apart from the run-of-the-mill mainstream haunted house films. I hadn't seen such a good horror film in the cinema for a long time and was slowly giving up hope that mainstream horror films could also produce creative ideas. I was therefore very excited about the second film, which, due to its reputation for being particularly brutal and scary, meant that none of my colleagues dared to go to the cinema and I had to go alone. The second film dares to take a completely different perspective. It is about the pop singer Skye Riley, who is preparing for a world tour in New York City. A film that is set mostly in daylight in a big city (which I love very much since my year there!) is already faced with a greater challenge with its setting. The choice of a protagonist who is always surrounded by lots of people and in the spotlight is also far removed from the usual horror stories. But Parker Finn did not disappoint me! The film offers a lot of creative ideas and relies less on jump scares and more on building a scary atmosphere, the feeling of being alone in the big city due to celebrity, and isolated outbreaks of violence, the portrayal of which goes far beyond what is usually offered in horror films. Naomi Scott is a wonderful actress and portrays the rising tension and fear of the celebrity very well. I really enjoyed the film, even though I liked the first film better with its more subtle horror and more grounded plot. If you like horror films, you should definitely watch both movies! Please let me know what you thought of the films.
This week we visited the Imagine Film Festival with the house.
The purpose of the Imagine Film Festival is to empower, inspire and engage - not to mention celebrate our great community of people with developmental disabilities, their families, friends, colleagues and supporters.
It's more than a film festival - it's an opportunity to raise and expand the visibility of the disability community by showcasing stories by, about and with people with developmental disabilities. The films celebrate inclusion, equality and the incredible contribution this community makes to our lives. Short films under 12 minutes that highlight the experiences or voices of people with developmental disabilities can be submitted. The aim is to increase the visibility of people with disabilities and bring about meaningful change through art.
The film festival was organized by Imagines Supported Living Services at the 418 Project Center. There were delicious cookies, cupcakes and pizza, which not only our residents were very happy about. After we had our refreshments, we watched numerous short films, some of which really moved me. People who don't regularly spend time with disabled people often see them as people with disabilities who need a lot of help to get through their everyday lives. But if you live with them for a long time, at some point you no longer see their disabilities. They are simply Peter or Maria, with their own personality, talents and challenges, just like I have my own strengths and weaknesses. The films have managed not to reduce people to their shortcomings, but to focus on their personalities.
Take Me Home
PBS SHORT FILMS FESTIVAL Winner
Center for Asian American Media
An adult woman with a cognitive disability asks her sister for help.
Lorraine Avenue
Directed By: Futures Explored
Knots
Directed By: Matthew Vaz
A young adult with neurocognitive dysfunction and autism has difficulty tying his shoes.
King's Dragon
Directed By: Futures Explored
Unleashed
Easterseals Disability Challenge
Cassidy thought all her problems would be solved once she got her new service dog.
Hero's Duty
Directed By: Futures Explored
The Present
Directed By: Jacob Frey
A mom decides to give her son a little surprise, which makes it hard for him to focus on video games.
CARPS
Easterseals Disability Challenge
Jules and Max are best friends coping with life in an independent living program for young adults with disabilities. When their dedicated life coach pays a visit, an unfortunate series of events jeopardizes the survival of their entire program.
Mind Your Own Beeswax
Directed By: Futures Explored
Faith
Directed By: Nader Bahu
A disabled man confronts his loss of faith and fear of rejection by revisiting his past with a friend.
Frances and Annie
Directed By: Genevieve Clay-Smith
When a young woman stops by to greet her new neighbors, her preconceptions about who is responsible for a terrible tragedy hinge on a face and a note.
My favorite movies are:
Take me Home
Unleashed
The Present
Knots
Take me Home really intrigued me because it focuses on a conflict that anyone who works with people with disabilities will have experienced. A young adult woman with disabilities faces increasing challenges in managing her medication. Her mother, who has been caring for her, has passed away, leaving her sister to support her. She is overwhelmed by the amount of medication and the chaos she finds at her sister's house. She helps with everyday life and wants to tidy up the cluttered apartment, so she packs many of her mother's belongings into boxes. The sister is furious, as the things belong to her deceased mother and she doesn't want them to simply be disposed of after her death. She shouts at her sister and tells her that she doesn't need her help. This makes her, who really only wants to help her sister, cry. This feeling that the other person needs my support but insists on their autonomy and freedom and reacts to the help offered with anger and rejection is a terrible feeling and really got to me. You can watch the 15-minute short film here:
https://www.pbs.org/video/take-me-home-fcci4s/
I was once again visiting the “Catalyst” in Santa Cruz. This time not for dancing, but for a concert. I've been listening to Action Bronson's music regularly since my school days. Arian Asllani was born in 1983 to an Albanian immigrant father and a Jewish New Yorker mother and grew up in Queens. He trained as a chef and still hosts online cooking shows today. He therefore often sings about food in his songs. With his red beard and corpulent appearance, he has a very striking appearance and is the father of three children. He released his debut mixtape in 2011, a year later he had a contract with Warner Bros. Records, but later switched to Vice Records. His music can be described as a blend of East Coast rap, jazz and blues. A nice mix, a likeable singer and music videos worth watching (especially Actin Crazy):
My videos from the concert:
https://www.instagram.com/p/DCO_8cWP0Yk/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==
Actin Crazy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=debIyWS6Byc&pp=ygUOYWN0aW9uIGJyb25zb24%3D
Musikvideo Easy Rider
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=58RSC7HO9aU&pp=ygUOYWN0aW9uIGJyb25zb24%3D
Baby Blue
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bVP_w1rQweE&pp=ygUOYWN0aW9uIGJyb25zb24%3D
The concert was a lot of fun, the audience was in their late 20s to late 30s and in a great mood. A great evening! The merchandise prices, however, at $40 for a bag and $250 for a jacket, are beyond reasonable limits. I don't even want to know how much merchandise costs for much more famous singers in the USA...
I picked some very nice flowers in the garden. We have a very large selection in the garden and after 7 years of living without plants in my room, I'm starting to more and more decorating my room with plants.
On my day off, I went with colleagues to the Monarch Butterfly Natural Preserve. A wooden walkway leads through a forest in a ravine where thousands of monarch butterflies overwinter each year. This refuge offers the butterflies protection from the cool coastal winds, captures the warmth of the filtered sunlight and provides them with food. The migrating monarchs usually stay here in the fall and winter months. Monarch butterflies are known for their long migrations. These butterflies cannot survive the freezing winter weather and therefore travel long distances each fall to reach milder climates. Depending on which part of North America they are at home in, they can fly up to 3,000 miles. The monarchs we saw are the great-great grandchildren of the butterflies that were here last year. Migration allows the monarchs to survive the winter. Monarchs that overwinter here emerge from their pupae in the Pacific Northwest or on the western slope of the Rocky Mountains, as far as milkweed grows there. In the fall, when the days get shorter, they fly here. This generation of monarchs lives between six and eight months. As the days get longer, these butterflies migrate north and east, looking for milkweed fields where they will lay their eggs. Each new generation spreads across the west, and when fall comes, the monarchs come to Santa Cruz again.
After the excursion, we went to the restaurant "Cafe Brazil" where my Brazilian colleague introduced us to his national cuisine. I ate Brazilian cuisine for the first time, very delicious!
I have had little experience with eurythmy so far. At Triform, I helped out in the eurythmy course 2-3 times as a substitute for coworkers in vacation, but mainly supported the residents in imitating the movements of the course leader. I hadn't learned much about eurythmy myself, so I was very excited about the eurythmy course at the academy.
What is eurythmy anyway?
In the early 20th century, Rudolf Steiner and Marie von Sivers developed eurythmy as an anthoposophical art of movement. Eurythmy means something like “equality and balance in movement”. It has developed in three directions: as part of Waldorf education, as a stage art and, with the collaboration of Ita Wegman, as a therapeutic method. Mastering choreography is one of the aims of eurythmy training. My colleagues who attended a Waldorf school had eurythmy as a normal school subject from the first to the twelfth grade. Mental and spiritual content is represented through body movements and gestures (meaning, sound, sentence, sound and motif gestures). In our course, we did numerous exercises, such as walking in imaginary shapes, balancing the metal rod on our heads, walking towards each other in rows and throwing the metal rods to each other. At the end, we had a presentation where we showed our choreography to part of the community. Throwing the rods in an alternating rhythm (short short long - long short short - short long short...) in a circle with the other students was particularly difficult for me, as just a second's delay could cause our rods to meet in the air and throw us off rhythm. Even though not everything went as planned during the presentation, I still had fun during the course and am happy to have gotten to know eurythmy better. The 4th year students also had a performance “Color Light Eurythmy”. They hung up a sheet in our house library, behind which they performed eurythmy like in a shadow theater. There were colored foils in front of the windows, which they moved and exchanged so that the lighting mood changed during the eurythmy performance. A really great performance!
I baked delicious cookies with a resident. We had a lot of fun and I'm slowly getting a taste for baking more in my free time. A resident borrowed a nice baking book from the library and I'd like to try out a recipe from it soon.
I saw a banana slug for the first time. Banana slugs are very common here in the redwoods and are the mascot of the university in Santa Cruz and its sports team. Fun fact: in the final scenes of the movie “Pulp Fiction”, one of my favorite movies, John Travolta wears a banana slug shirt from UC Santa Cruz. The movie is one of my favorites, but I couldn't remember it. In 1980, the university decided to make the sea lion the university's mascot. This resulted in a huge protest from the students, who were big fans of the Banana Slug. But why is it in the movie? Quentin Tarantino's girlfriend was studying at the university during this time. He was a frequent visitor to the campus, which I now know well through many events and new friends there. That's why he wanted John Travolta to wear the shirt in the movie.
On a walk, I saw a residential building with huge antennas on its roof. The antennas are connected by cables with flags so that the house looks like a sailing ship. Strange, an amateur radio operator or someone who wants to receive international television?
During the academy's lunch break, we often drive to a café where I get myself a mocha. Then we drive to Seacliff State Beach, where we spend the break together. Last time we saw a man using a metal detector to search for finds from the sea. The next time I see him, I'll ask him what his best finds have been so far.
Part of my studies are three projects that I organize in the community.
1) Care & Community Practicum
I am writing a running journal with a resident from my home to give him the opportunity to express himself artistically and improve his writing skills. Together we explore questions like, “How can I best prepare for sports?” and “How can I document and track my athletic development?”. He loves photography, so we will try to find suitable photo opportunities on our runs. He also wants to improve his computer skills, so he will do the journal on the computer with my support. We run almost every morning and have two bigger runs on the beach and in the park every week. We meet once a week to work on the journal together.
2) Professional Practice Practicum
I have been working with a resident in the garden, who does not live in my household. I want to help him achieve his goals of improving his communication and movement skills, conscious use of language, and increased awareness of his surroundings. The work leader reserves time for us every Friday so that we can work on our own project: our worm farm! We regularly collect suitable compost from the houses to feed the worms. My aim is to build up a relationship with the resident and gain his trust.
3) Social Therapy Project
There is a resident in my house with whom I have hardly been able to build a relationship. We don't have any joint workshops in the morning or activities in the afternoon. I have the day off on excursion days, so we only really see each other at mealtimes. I often see her sitting on the couch sorting puzzle pieces from one side to the other. I would like to enable her to do something more meaningful and fun in her free time. To do this, I use our meeting each week to explore new hobbies and interests with her. This will involve reading books and fables together, writing postcards to friends and family, painting pictures, trying out card and board games, engaging with the plants in the garden and seeing what directions her interests take her.
Are you interested in the progress of the projects or want to find out more? I present the projects in more detail on the academy subpage of my website:
I wrote an article for the Camphill Academy website in which I look back on the first two months of my studies in California. Anyone interested in studying “Inclusive Social Development with a concentration in Social Therapy” can get a good insight into everyday study life here:
https://camphill.edu/exploring-purpose-and-community-at-camphill-communities-california/
I saw “Gladiator 2” with colleagues in the cinema in Santa Cruz and would like to share my opinion with you.
As a child, I saw “Gladiator” (2000) by Ridley Scott and was very enthusiastic. The film had a big impact on me, I started reading countless books about ancient Rome, which then led me to study history. For my master’s thesis I then watched the movie again in depth and analyzed many scenes in detail.
The master’s thesis pursued the question of what influence the ancient films had on the historical images in city building strategy games of the early 2000s. What continued traditions, but also what differences in the aspects examined, can be recognized compared to the ancient films, possibly due to game mechanics considerations? What topoi are conveyed in the narratives of the games? What image of the past do the city building strategy games examined create when (re)constructing historical cities? Pursuing these questions seems more profitable than simply pointing out historical errors in the media (of which there are numerous here, just like in the first film, such as a trebuchet that only appeared 1000 years later or gladiators riding rhinos). The thesis of the master's thesis is that the games do not simulate the construction of Roman cities and the development of this ancient culture so much as they convey modern ideas of Roman culture and the construction of cities, building on the historical representations of popular films that are familiar to recipients and developers. This study promised to provide insights into the media transformation processes that took place at that time and the genesis of historical images that, triggered by the popularity of media products set in ancient times, can still be found in games and films today. The study examined three representatives of the genre. In order to contextualize the representations, the films “Quo Vadis” (1951), “Gladiator” (2000) and “Augustus - my father, the emperor” (2003) were selected as the films to be examined. An investigation of the historical images in construction strategy games is not only relevant because they paint a picture of everyday life in cities of past cultures like no other genre. Digital games, films and series shape the historical image of many students. The research findings can be used in history lessons so that students can develop a reflective awareness of history. For example, by addressing and problematizing individual experiences in the virtual past. Digital games also provide information as sources about the perception of historical processes in our society. In addition to the German original, I have attached an automatic translation into English to this article because I don't have the time to translate the 71 pages by hand. Therefore, there are some formatting and translation errors, but the content of the translation seems to be mostly understandable. Feel free to take a look and write to me what you think!
I would put “Gladiator” in my “Top 10” film list today. What was the first film about? Ancient Rome in 180 AD. The victorious general Maximus is the favorite of the Emperor Marcus Aurelius, and the ruler even wants to appoint the brave warlord as his successor. The emperor does not trust his own son Commodus, who delights in cruel gladiator fights, to hold the office. When the power-obsessed Commodus finds out about this, he kills his father and has himself crowned Caesar. He orders Maximus' death. Maximus manages to escape, but is captured and sold as a slave to a gladiator school. He returns to Rome as a gladiator and wants to take revenge on the emperor.
The film is a work of art and rightly won 5 Oscars. The images are unforgettable, just think of the battle scene at the beginning, his walk through the wheat field, the first scenes in Rome. The atmosphere is so dense that you could cut it (the moments before the legionaries fight in the snowy forest or the gladiators waiting for their turn in the arena, who only hear the terrible sounds of the duels), you empathize with the characters and feel the emotions. The film is full of fantastically acted dialogues by Russel Crowe, Joaquin Phoenix and Connie Nielsen that still give me goosebumps today:
“There was once a dream that was Rome. You could only whisper it. Anything more than a whisper and it would vanish... it was so fragile” ... “Marcus Aurelius had a dream that was Rome, Proximo. That is not it. That is not it!”.
Maximus says at one point:
“My house is in the hills above Trujillo. Very simple place, pink stones that warm in the sun. Kitchen garden that smells of herbs in the day, jasmine in the evening. Through the gate is a giant poplar. Figs, apples, pears. The soil, Marcus, black...black like my wife's hair. Grapes on the south slopes, olives on the north. Wild ponies play near the house, they tease my son. He wants to be one of them”.
Here, during filming, Russel Crowe described his own farm, where the actor likes to retreat. After a year on the farm, I can understand why someone would prefer such a simple life to a supposedly glamorous one. And the soundtrack! When I hear the songs of Lisa Gerrard and Hans Zimmer today, emotions immediately come up. So many quiet, poetic moments that stay in your memory.
The Italian films “Quo Vadis” (1912) and “Cabiria” (1914) laid the foundation for the epic film. “Cabiria” introduced many technical innovations and used special effects, costumes and sets on a large scale. The success of the lavishly produced feature film established the antique film as a genre. In the 1950s, the genre experienced a new high point when major Hollywood studios such as Metro-Goldwyn-Mayer and Warner Bros invested a lot of money in antique films. “Quo Vadis” from 1951 is particularly noteworthy here. In the 1960s, other expensive productions appeared such as “Spartacus” (1960) and “Cleopatra” (1963). The lavishly produced film "Cleopatra" won four Oscars, but brought the production company 20th Century Fox to the brink of financial ruin due to the high production costs of 44 million US dollars. The revenue of 57 million US dollars was considered disappointing considering the high costs. "The Fall of the Roman Empire" (1964) also flopped at the box office a year later, costing Paramount millions and driving the producer into bankruptcy. The decline in interest in ancient films and the rising costs led to many studios stopping these productions. Action and science fiction films became more popular with audiences and American film studios. At the same time, Italian directors tried to produce historical films with a smaller budget and exported them all over the world. One of the great successes was "The Last Days of Pompeii" (1959). With the “monumental films”, the derogatory Italian “sandal films” also disappeared from the mid-1960s, and Italian studios and filmmakers like Sergio Leone turned away from Roman films and towards Spaghetti Westerns. “Gladiator” not only won five Oscars in 2000, but its audience success and box office revenue of 457 million US dollars also triggered a new wave of ancient films set in ancient Rome or other ancient cultures. The crowds and elaborate ancient buildings that film studios could no longer afford could now be digitally inserted at far less cost. In my master's thesis, I asked whether the second Gladiator would succeed in fascinating a new generation like the first film, getting children excited about ancient Rome and leading to many new Roman films. Unfortunately, I don't think the second film will trigger this wave of enthusiasm.
The second film is a bit like Star Wars 7 is to Star Wars 4, except that Star Wars 7 was able to build its own identity despite the story being repeated. The second film tells the story of Lucius, 19 years after the events of the first part. After his homeland is conquered by the tyrannical emperors who now rule Rome, he is forced to reflect on his past in order to find the strength to give Rome back to the people. As a slave, he is trained as a gladiator and sent to Rome, where he wants to take revenge on the emperor.
In many places I had the feeling that I was watching the first film with new actors. It is not a 1:1 copy or remake, there are a few new plot lines, but the film also doesn't hide the fact that it constantly asks you "Do you remember? Was it not amazing?". You all probably know the South Park episode with the "Remember Berries", I couldn't help but think of that the whole time. Old songs from the soundtrack are played, dialogues are repeated ("Dream of Rome") and after half an hour, anyone who knows the first film can immediately predict the course of the story. If the film went its own way, you could appreciate it as a work of its own and not constantly compare it to the first one. Sometimes scenes from the first film are played, and I thought to myself: the film is 24 years old and yet it looks more atmospheric and of higher quality! I already know the dialogues, but I've heard them from much better actors. You're using the music again, but I'm hardly involved as a viewer because, unlike the first film, you didn't manage to get me to root for the character up to this point. Is the film bad because of that? No! Compared to Russel Crowe, Paul Mescal is a character who hardly exudes gravitas, has little charm and only shows one face most of the time. The first film had many quiet moments that gave Maximus depth. I really like Pedro Pascal, I really enjoyed him as the lead actor in the series "Narcos" and "The Mandalorian". Unfortunately, here he hardly gets a chance to show his acting talent and remains mostly emotionless. One actor carries the film, it's Denzel Washington. He's simply a badass, I love the first Equalizer film with him, he does a fantastic job. Compared to the first film, the Emperor doesn't seem like a real threat, but is a narcissistic whiner who we could hardly take seriously. The fights are now more in the direction of “300” with animals than exaggerated CGI monsters, which didn’t fit in here at all. It is much more brutal than in the first film, but the individual fights have little weight. The scene where there is shipI found it very impressive that there were battles in the Colosseum. In fact, the Colosseum was flooded for ship battles, but I have never seen that portrayed in a film before. In terms of quality, I often have the feeling that I am watching an episode of the series “Rome”, because in contrast to the first film, there is hardly any use of filters and different lighting moods, but everything looks modern and clear, which takes away the atmosphere of the film. It has been a quarter of a century since the first film came out, but the film doesn't add anything new. I found the scene where there are ship battles in the Colosseum very impressive. The Colosseum was actually flooded for ship battles, but I've never seen that portrayed in a film before. In terms of quality, I often have the feeling that I'm watching an episode of the series "Rome" because, unlike the first film, there is hardly any use of filters and different lighting moods here, instead everything looks modern and clear, which takes away the atmosphere of the film. It's been a quarter of a century since the first film came out, but the film doesn't add anything new.
We felt entertained, but had the feeling that the film can't exist without the first one and that we had already seen everything (music, actors, dialogue, tracking shots, plot lines), only better. I liked Ridley Scotts last historical film, “Napoleon”, which I saw last year in New York in the largest IMAX in the USA (AMC Lincoln Square 13), much better, precisely because it had its own identity and didn't try to copy something successful. It also had much more impressive images, even if, like “Gladiator 2,” it seemed a little rushed and didn’t take the time for quiet scenes, which are important for character development. How did you like the film? Feel free to write me your opinion!
English version (automatically translated, hence formatting and translation errors):
Original / German version:
Three students from a Waldorf school in Warsaw visited us for six weeks. They experienced all work areas and were very enthusiastic about Camphill life. We spent our free time with them and showed them Santa Cruz and San Francisco. One of the students lived in my house and built up a good relationship with our residents. After the six weeks, my colleague and I drove them to the airport in San Francisco. I wish all three of them every success in their final exams next year. At the moment they can't imagine volunteering at Camphill California, but perhaps they will be drawn to us in the future. I am a big fan of Warsaw, in 2018 I attended a seminar at the University of Warsaw. If you are interested in my experience report from the seminar, you can read it here:
https://ishaberlin.wordpress.com/2018/07/29/an-isha-experience-newbie-report/
As in Triform, we celebrated Thanksgiving together here. Most of the residents were with their families, so it was mostly employees, former employees and neighbors who came together. Everyone cooked and brought delicious food. I found a recipe of the Foot-Long Cookies from Subway and baked a giant cookie that I cut into small cookies for the celebration:
For 2 Persons:
½ c. (1 stick) unsalted butter, softened, plus more for pans
¾ c. packed light brown sugar
¼ c. granulated sugar
1 large egg
1 tsp. pure vanilla extract
1½ c. all-purpose flour
1 tsp. baking soda
½ tsp. kosher salt
1 c. semisweet chocolate chips
2 loaf pans (3"-x-12")
1. Preheat oven to 350°. Grease loaf pans with butter. In a large bowl, using a handheld mixer on medium-high speed, beat sugars, and butter until creamy.
Add egg and vanilla, and beat until combined. Add flour, baking soda, and salt. Reduce mixer speed to medium-low, and beat until just a few dry streaks remain. Add chips, and stir with a wooden spoon until just combined.
Divide batter between prepared pans.
2. Bake cookies until edges are set and centers feel slightly soft, 20 to 23 minutes.
Let cool 10 minutes.
We sang songs and a neighbor played his saxophone. The fireplace was lit for the first time, which created a lovely atmosphere. In the SAGE group (“Aging in Wisdom” - pensioners' group) I painted a Tree of Gratitude. At the celebration, I invited everyone to write on a piece of paper what they were grateful for. They were then asked to stick the note to the Tree of Gratitude. When we focus not on what we want, but on what we already have, it creates a lot of appreciation. People were grateful for their colleagues, the wonderful food, the community, their families and much more. The Thanksgiving vacation was very relaxed, with only one resident in the house. We went on nice outings with him, read books and watched a movie about one of his favorite boxers Muhammed Ali. We also went to San Francisco with him for a day, but I'll write more about that in the next blog post. One day we hiked to Soquel Creek, which was really nice.
The Winter Fair was a big event. We advertised the event everywhere and there was even a sign on the main street inviting neighbors and interested people to visit our community. In addition to our workshops (weaving, candle making, paper making, herbal workshop), there were also exhibitors from friendly businesses who offered their organic and homemade products (dolls, books, jewelry, postcards, soap, body lotion, tonics, extracts from the neighboring Blossoms Farm). We also all baked diligently to raise funds for our Camphill with a cake and cookie sale. Macarons, my Subway cookies, cakes, baklava, meat pies and brownies. Some of us also spent the night diligently weaving Christmas wreaths. Visitors were able to find out more about our Camphill and talk to our residents, coworkers and employees at a stand. Our workshops presented their work, such as how a loom works. There was also live singing and piano music as well as a choir performance with coworkers and residents. There was a Giving Tree at the entrance where people could donate money and stick the donated amount on the tree.
We always have a movie night on Friday evenings. At 17:30 the residents watch a movie of their choice. We coworkers bake the homemade pizza and serve it to our residents. But this time we faced a big problem. Only one of the two ovens could be opened after the pizza had been baked! So we were able to serve our residents pizza, who would otherwise have made a fuss, but we couldn't get to the pizza for the staff. We tried everything possible to open the door, called the janitor and the technical manager. We even contacted the former householders, who now live in a different house. They had the same problem two years ago, but just switched off the power to open the door. We tried that too, but it didn't help. It wasn't until a day later that a technically skilled householder was able to open the oven door. For us, this meant that we could only eat toast that evening instead of a delicious pizza....
I discovered one of my favorite childhood sweets in the supermarket: “Toffifee”. Except that the chocolates here are called “Toffifay”. One of our residents was celebrating his birthday and we bought an Oreo chocolate ice cream cake from Dairy Queen. It was super tasty! On Wednesday, we students always go to Seacliff Beach for coffee during our lunch break. I'm not a big coffee fan and used to get a mocha. Now I've discovered that there's a bubble tea store not far from the café. While my fellow students queue for coffee at “Companion”, I often get a delicious bubble tea at “Mr Z's Crêpes & Teas” for refreshment. The same store also has a Nutella Mocha, but it's far too sweet even for me.
For one of my projects (see academy subpage), I sit down together 1-2 times a week to explore new interests and activities together. This time we painted together, which was a lot of fun. I started with mandalas, but quickly realized that she didn't see the patterns as a help, but as a restriction. So we started to paint freely. We ended up with some really great pictures, two of which we hung up in her room. We put the other pictures in letters that she will give to friends and family at home at Christmas.
One day, we took the house to the cinema in Capitola to see the movie “Wicked”. It is a movie adaptation of the musical “Wicked - The Witches of Oz”. The movie tells how the characters became the Wicked Witch of the West and the Good Witch of the North. The first half was a typical high school or college movie. A new student (Elphaba played by Cynthia Erivo) arrives at a school. No one thought she had the talent for it, but then she is discovered by a teacher who motivates her to try. As the “ugly duckling”, however, she is shunned by the other students. Her pretty fellow student (Glinda played by Ariana Grande) doesn't like her at first, but then they become friends and she is respected by her fellow students. A typical high school movie, only with magicians. When she gets on a train and we thought the movie was over, it suddenly continues. The second half of the movie changes completely in tone. Jeff Goldblum, an actor I greatly admire, appears as the Wizard of Oz and invites the two of them to his castle. This is followed by fights with soldiers, aggressive monkeys flying through windows, collapsing buildings and numerous action sequences that couldn't be more different in tone from the first half of the movie. The movie doesn't seem to want to end either, in total it went on for 2 hours and 40 minutes! What really annoyed me was that even the 2 hours and 40 minutes were not enough to give the movie an proper ending. Because in the middle of the showdown, the movie ends and refers to the sequel. Sorry, but this isn't a TV show where we only have to wait a week for the next episode. In my opinion, a movie needs to have a satisfying ending and is welcome to continue, but ending with a cliffhanger and then making people wait a full year doesn't meet my expectations of a good movie. The movie is only showing the first act of the musical. The residents had a lot of fun, but my colleagues and I were very disappointed despite the good music and some funny scenes. So it's better to go to the musical and see the whole thing live instead of watching half a musical in the movie theater.
On December 14, Santa Cruz County was hit by a natural disaster. A tornado with a wind speed of 90 miles per hour injured five people and overturned numerous cars in Scotts Valley. Scotts Valley is 9.6 miles or 15 minutes by car from our Camphill. This resulted in fallen trees and power poles, trees cleared of branches, numerous overturned vehicles and damaged road signs. 5000 people were temporarily without power. Fortunately, worse was prevented as the National Weather Service issued a storm warning an hour before the tornado hit. The scary thing is that the tornado passed within a few meters of a female employee. She tells Press Banner in an interview:
"Jen Ryder was even closer. She was stuck in that Starbucks line with her husband and two small daughters.
“All of a sudden, it got really gusty and we were like, ‘Whoa, this is weird,'” she said. “I honestly thought we were all going to die. I was so scared. I’ve never seen anything like that.”
While her two-year-old didn’t seem to register what was happening. Her five-year-old was scared, and called out for her.
Debris smashed into the side of their vehicle.
“Our car’s getting rocked around,” Ryder recalled. “And then there’s nothing you can do.”
At first, she couldn’t help but think, Why did I have to come to Scotts Valley to get that Facebook Marketplace item right now?
But then, she realized, had the Starbucks employees been able to make drinks at a slightly faster rate, she—and her family—would’ve been in the direct path of the actual tornado (because exiting traffic has to take a right and make a U-turn to head back towards Santa Cruz).
She says, maybe someone was looking out for them.
“Our car was unharmed,” she said. “We were all unharmed.”"
(Source: https://pressbanner.com/several-people-injured-in-reported-tornado/ )
Reading this sends shivers down my spine.
On December 11, there was an attempted bank robbery at the nearby bank. The incident occurred around 1:28 p.m. at the Wells Fargo Bank on River Street. A woman allegedly handed a teller a note that said she was armed with a gun and demanded cash. She was unsuccessful in obtaining money and left the scene. She was identified from a description of the woman. A bank employee also identified her as the suspected bank robber. The perpetrator, whose full name is mentioned in the American media, was found in possession of evidence related to the crime and was taken to the Santa Cruz County jail. I was surprised by the name, as the names of offenders are usually abbreviated in the media and police reports (Michael M.) so that the offenders have the chance of a fresh start after their rehabilitation. So this woman will always be haunted by her crime and, regardless of her progress, will always have difficulties finding housing and work.
I was really looking forward to the holiday of Santa Lucia on December 13. This day is the feast day of St. Lucia, which was the shortest day of the year (winter solstice) in Sweden for a century before the introduction of the Gregorian calendar in 1752. It is a custom that can be traced back to a saint's feast and is widespread in Sweden, Denmark and Norway. There are traces of celebrations at this time as early as the Middle Ages, when the end of pre-Christmas agricultural work and the beginning of the Christmas fast were celebrated. We also celebrate this beautiful festival at Camphill. When I lived in Triform, a group of carol singers came to visit in the evening, bringing baked bread and singing for us. This time I was part of the singing group, made up of coworkers and residents. We rehearsed the song “Santa Lucia” together, put on white robes, wreaths on our heads and went from house to house. One resident even had lighted candles in the wreath, which we lit before each performance. Our arrival was announced, so the residents were all waiting in their living rooms without lights. We came in, lit up the room with our candles, sang for them and presented each house with a gift of baked bread for the Bible evening. You can get an impression of our song and performance in this video:
https://youtu.be/vl6o4mG25Ec?si=3eHFihgcFNrmUwH8
We had a seminar on non-violent communication at the Academy. It was really fun and I would like to share with you how you can resolve conflicts with other people in everyday life. If you would like to learn more about this, please visit my academy subpage. We started reading the book “Theosophy : An Introduction to the Spiritual Processes in Human Life and in the Cosmos” by Rudolf Steiner from 1904.
Theosophy is a key work for gaining a solid footing in spiritual reality as described by Rudolf Steiner. It is organized into four parts. First, Steiner builds a comprehensive understanding of human nature: physical bodily nature; soul qualities; spirit being, or I-being; and the higher spiritual aspects. This leads us to Steiner’s description of the human being as sevenfold:
-Material, physical body
- Ether body, or body of life force
- Sentient soul body
- Mind soul
- Spirit-filled consciousness soul
- Life spirit
- Spirit body
In the next section, Steiner offers an extraordinary overview of the laws of reincarnation and the principles of karma, as we pass from one life to the next. This prepares us for the third section, in which he shows the various ways in which we live—during life on earth and after death and in the three worlds of body, soul, and spirit.
Finally, we are given a succinct description of the path of knowledge, along which each person can begin to understand the marvelous and harmonious complexity of the psycho-spiritual worlds in their fullness.
After six years of studying history and philosophy at the Humboldt University in Berlin, I am used to difficult texts. But here I find it difficult to follow Rudolf Steiner. Especially the discussions about soul, spirit, karma and reincarnation often lack the possibility for me to follow the arguments and to verify or falsify the premises and theses. Instead, we must first assume that these things exist in order to discuss Rudolf Steiner's thoughts on this basis and find a link to our practical work in everyday life.
On a walk along Pleasure Point, we passed a beautiful villa. While most villas look very modern and have large glass fronts, this villa could just as easily be in Tuscany. Between all these modern glass buildings, this villa looks like a cozy oasis from times when life was still tranquil...
I saw a Hummer on a walk. Not the animal, but the make of car. Based on the Humvee of the US military, this was introduced 33 years ago as a civilian off-road vehicle. As a child, I always enjoyed playing the game “Need for Speed Underground 2” on the Nintendo Gamecube console with my cousin Leon. We rarely raced, but mainly used the opportunity to tune the cars. My cousin mostly assembled green sports cars, while I loved my white Hummer H2 with blue underbody lighting. The game had a fantastic soundtrack with songs like “Snoop Dogg & The Doors - Riders On The Storm (Fredwreck Remix)”, “Terror Squad ft Fat Joe - Lean Back”, “Sly Boogy - That'z My Name”, “Queens Of The Stone Age - In My Head”, which are etched in my memory and still on my playlists to this day. I loved this game and miss the times when I spent a lot of time with my cousin on vacation as a child. Now he lives in Dresden, I live in Santa Cruz, and we rarely see each other. This car on the side of the road brought back so many fond memories of my childhood.
During the vacations, we took a day trip to San Francisco. Apart from a record store where we went to a concert and the airport, I hadn't seen anything of the city yet. In addition to our resident and another colleague from my house, two colleagues and a resident from another house came along. First of all, we really enjoyed the trip to San Francisco, giving the residents the choice of music. Our resident loves opera, especially Pavarotti, and the soundtrack from Rocky 3 and the A-Team. After a while, we asked the other resident for music preferences. It turns out that we both have the same taste in music! Because we both love rock music from the 60s like “Fortunate son”, “Run through the jungle” and “Bad Moon Rising” by Creedence Clearwater Revival, “For what its worth” by Buffalo Springfield, “White Rabbit” by Jefferson Airplane, “California Dreamin” by The Mama's and the Papa's, ‘We gotta get out of this place’ and ‘House of the Rising Sun’ by The Animals and, of course, my favorite song by The Roling Stones alongside ‘Sympathy of the Devil’ and ‘Gimme Shelter’: “Paint it Black”.
We listened to these wonderful songs and drove from Santa Cruz to San Francisco. Our first stop was the Golden Gate Bridge. It was the first time in my life that I had ever driven over the bridge! My resident had requested the soundtrack from “The A-Team” shortly beforehand, so we drove over the bridge with the intro melody from the series. An unforgettable moment! Afterwards, we made a stop at Moore Rd Pier, from where I called my mom and grandma to show them the Golden Gate Bridge in a video call. My grandma loves the song “San Francisco” by Scott Mckenzie, so this was also a special moment for her. From the pier, we also saw the famous prison island “Alcatraz”, which I really want to visit one day. From 1934 to 1963, it was one of the most famous high-security prisons in the USA, where Al Capone and Machine Gun Kelley, among others, were imprisoned.
The South San Francisco City Hall on the way looked very familiar to me, I read on a plaque that this building is modeled on Independence Hall in Philadelphia. If you're interested in this and more about my trip through historic Philadelphia, you can read about it on my “Philadelphia Highlights” subpage.
The city is very hilly, you are constantly driving up or down a hill. On the way, we drove past one of the famous cable cars, which was decorated for Christmas. We also saw not just one, but numerous self-driving cars from the Jaguar brand. In Germany, we do have some test projects with self-driving cars, but we always have people behind the wheel so that they can intervene in an emergency. There really was no one behind the wheel here! And it gets even crazier: the self-driving cars drive people from A to B as WAYMO cabs! Sometimes someone really is sitting in the back seat and has to trust that their driverless cab will find its destination. It really is very futuristic, but it seems to be a popular means of transportation here.
The next stop was the record store “Amoeba Music”. The biggest record store I've ever seen and a paradise for our resident, who loves listening to records. We went to the opera section together, where he looked at the many beautifully designed record covers. The others went for a walk through Golden Gate Park with the resident of the other house and enjoyed the beautiful weather. Afterwards, we were all quite hungry and went to the Wharf, where we got delicious burgers at “In-N-Out Burger”. This is a very popular burger chain that was first established in California in 1948 and has slowly expanded to neighboring states in Nevada, Arizona and Utah, as well as opening its first branches in Texas. The quality is very good, the meat is only chilled and not frozen, it has to be delivered within 24 hours from the company's own butchery. The potatoes for the fries are freshly peeled and cut in front of the customers, the salad is freshly washed and plucked. In contrast to other fast food chains, the menu is very limited: there are only three burgers, fries, milkshakes and sodas. But there is a secret menu, for example you can order the burger and fries “animal style”. Here, the burger is prepared with a special sauce reminiscent of Thousand Island sauce, grilled onions, mustard-glazed buns and gherkins. The fries are served “animal style” with cheese sauce and grilled onions. Very tasty and also very cheap: a hamburger combo with fries and Coke costs just 8.89 dollars.
After that, we headed back to Santa Cruz. On the way back, we took the highway that runs right along the ocean. What a great view! On the way, we passed the “Devil's Bunker”. Devil's Slide was the location of a military triangulation station and observation site (known as Devil’s Bunker) used during World War II as part of the harbor defense of San Francisco. Prior to the advent of radar, military personnel used binoculars and compasses to search for ships at sea and relay their coordinates to a central post. By combining information from multiple observation posts, a ship's precise location could be determined by triangulation. There were six military structures at the Devil's Slide: three concrete and steel observation pill-boxes, two concrete-and-earth bunkers, and a reinforced steel observation tower. The pill-boxes were used as hardened observation posts, and one of the bunkers was used as a communications and command post.
One day, I went back to the Pono restaurant in Santa Cruz with my Hungarian colleague. My colleague played music on stage and I recorded the concert for our community so that everyone can watch it. Anyone interested in the recording is welcome to contact me! I ate delicious fried chicken with rice.
One evening, I went with colleagues to Pleasure Point, where we took the stairs down to the beach. It was low tide that evening, so we were able to go for a walk where the sea normally covers the sand. Among other things, we saw a large crab that ran away from us. A lovely night walk with a beautiful view of the lights of Capitola and the numerous beaches and settlements along Monterey Bay. After the hike, we went to eat at “Charlie Hong Kong”, where I ate a delicious bowl of rice and chicken in peanut sauce. I love peanut sauce and would like to make this for our residents next time we cook. We have a vegetarian in the house, so when she's not eating with us, I always take the opportunity to make bacon, sausages and meat. We usually eat less meat here, but more vegetables, tofu, soups and quinoa. I weighed myself and currently weigh 177.6 pounds, or 80 kg. I weighed 94 kg in Germany in the summer of 2023 and 76 kg in Triform in the summer of 2024. I'm very happy with 80kg, considering that I do less physical work here in the garden than on the farm, we tend to eat less healthily here and also eat out more often after work.
On our day off, we went to the flea market in San Jose. I wanted to buy a California flag and look out for American military clothing. My colleague wanted to buy a big cowboy hat to protect himself from the sun while working in the garden. Unfortunately, we didn't find what we were looking for. I found a pair of US Navy trousers (NWU Type 1 Trousers), which looked very nice but unfortunately didn't fit.
I found a signed autograph card from President Ronald Reagan in the room of the resident I look after for the most part. There were also other autograph cards, for example from Hulk Hogan and numerous opera singers. As it turns out, his father was a very successful insurance broker in Los Angeles and worked with numerous famous people, so my resident keeps many signatures in his room and has certainly met some of them in person. In January, he will travel to Los Angeles with two of my colleagues to visit his father in hospital. He often asks about his father and is already looking forward to the visit.
Our community took part in the “Adapt a Family” project and sponsored two families. We collected numerous gifts and donations, which we handed over to the families in need. We collected a huge amount of toys, household items and necessities, which the families are sure to be delighted with. We also donated to the homeless charity in Santa Cruz, where one of our employees helps out on a voluntary basis.